Rainbow Baby

Week 1-4 I didn't expect to get BFP this cycle as I didn't know when I have ovulated because as usual the positive OPK did not coincide with temp rise but when my temperature remains high after CD31, I decided to not wait until CD36 to test and tested on CD33 instead.  Got an instant BFP on both types of POAS. Week 5-8 Was very nervous and anxious because of my past miscarriage.  Praying hard to get through 8 weeks.  Morning sickness had hit.  Not as bad as what Princess Kate has but was bad enough to stop me from performing at work.  It can hit anytime but still controllable as in I managed to run to the toilet each time I feel like gagging.  Decided to see doctor and get anti-nausea pill, Maxalon.  First visit to the ObGyn was great.  Heartbeat at 100bpm at Week 6 and 174bpm at Week 8. Week 9-12 The worse week was at Week 11.  Maybe because baby is positioning itself from the pubic bone to lower abdomen.  Stomach was unc...

Note:   I am now in my 2nd trimester.  You are reading the secret that I have been hiding for 3 months. Warning!  Some of the things that I am going to write is going to be disgusting and nasty and probably too much information.  Please ignore this post if you can't take it. I have not changed my bed sheet from the time I got BFP until now.  That's 3 months.  Why?  Because I can't stand fragrance and worried that my clean bed sheet will have the washing powder and softener smell. Sometimes when I puked, it's projectile straight into the toilet bowl and caused the water in the toilet bowl to splash onto my face.  One time, I urinated first before I puked and the water with urine splash onto my face.  Nice. Sometimes when I puked violently, I will lose control of my bladder and peed at the same time. Because of No.3, sometimes the toilet floor is not clean and I walked in and out and slept with that dirty feet. I ate on the bed...

I wrote this 4 months ago.  And was very reluctant to make it public due to many reasons.  Yes, I am finally pregnant!  In fact, I wrote my experience every weekly but decided not to post it because it seems like all the same every week. But after gotten good blood test result that show low risk for Down Syndrome and other diseases, I thought it's ok now to go public.  In fact, I have gone public with my family, friends and colleagues.  Re-reading this now brings back lots of anxiety and also excitement. Here goes: So, while my memory is still good and everything is fresh in my mind, I am going to share what happened this cycle that made a difference.  But since I am worried that telling it out so early might jinx this pregnancy, I will probably post this after the first trimester. Here goes. As per previous cycles, I have lost hope on this.   First off, after AF I have a very bad cough and then was allergic to abalone.   Then not on...