Movies and cry babies

This Christmas, there was a lot of nice shows on Astro.  All the Disney animated cartoons and Fox Movies and all that.  

But if you cry when the beast died and Belle cried in 'Beauty and the Beast' or when you watched a crappy movie, ahem, 'But Always' starring Nicholas Tse and Gao Yuan Yuan and cried, or while watching 'Frozen' and see Anna always being ignored by Elsa and she felt sad and all that, then you know it's the hormones.  I swear it's definitely the pregnancy hormones.

I have teared so much watching movies these days that I think I am nuts.  The other day, I watched a very good movie online.  It's called, "A Tale of Samurai Cooking : A True Love Story" and I cried towards the end because it was too touching.  I highly recommend this movie to everyone.  The love story is almost like "Jodhaa Akbar".  You won't see a any kissing or hugging.  But you see a lot of hidden sparks flying between husband and wife.  No worries, I tried not to watch tragedy.  Instead I love happy endings.  

But I made a mistake with "But Always".  I thought the movie plot was moving on quite well and that it will have a happy ending.  How wrong was I.  But I didn't cry because it didn't end happily.  I cried when the couple have another breakup again (like umpteen times).  The movie was a tragedy.  And the love story was crappy.  Who on earth would waste time and let time drag on and just wait and wait and wait?  I mean people aged and time does not wait for anyone.  So, it's a lot of 'will they, won't they' kind of crap.  

But luckily I was watching with my little nephew.  And he saw me wiping my tears and asked me what happened constantly and then give me little hugs and the whole movie doesn't feel so sad.  I feel sad because I thought I was cheated of my time watching such a crap movie.  I mean, I really like the main actor and actress.  Don't get me wrong.  But the plot line was really....sigh....It has very bad reviews and I should have read the reviews first before watching.  My bad.

Lately, I am kinda into samurai movies.  Nope, not the 'hara-kiri' kinda gross story or those 'hamsap' stories.  But samurai stories that doesn't involves fighting but into morality.  I didn't know Japan has quite a few of these stories lately.  I am currently watching one called, "After the Flowers".  In the midst of it and it seems to be quite nice.

I like the scenery, the cinematography and watching the etiquette of the man and lady during those times.  

I am also into those ancient times kinda movie, be it Korean, Chinese or Japanese.  You know, like the Qing or Tang dynasty times for Chinese, or for Korean those Goryeo times or the Japanese, Edo times.  I just love the costumes and everything about it.

Except that I have a few bad misses with Korean ancient times kinda movie which show a lot of nudity and sex and now I have to skip it in case it's another porno.  And the Chinese ones so far are not romantic.  Instead lots of Kungfu and fighting and politics.  Only the Japanese samurai type is very enticing right now.  I like romance within the olden ages.  Like respect for women instead of treating women like a tool.

OK, some updates about pregnancy and me.  Last night, I woke up at 1.30am, 3.30am, 5.30am and finally 7.30am.  The 2 hour waking up to pee has broken my sleep and I am ever so sleepy now.  My colleague told me that once baby is here, it's even more because baby keep crying, sometimes for no reason.  We shall cross the bridge when we see it.

I wasn't feeling too well in the lower region.  Feels like baby has already parked her head at the cervix.  When I sleep, she tends to move a lot and that wakes me up quite a bit.  And her every stretches is a pain to me.  

And when an experienced nurse friend told me that I might deliver early from the looks of my tummy, I was getting nervous.  Gynae still on leave and my next check-up is in a week's time.  I should have my bi-weekly checkup but because gynae is away, my check-up became a 3 week checkup and I was worried for nothing.

Besides, I am merely 36 weeks.  I am not ready yet.  Not at all.  Another colleague who is 38 weeks already felt contractions.  And that gives me the nerves.  

I haven't even finalise the hospital bag packing because I want to pack only when I am 37 weeks.  Not earlier.  

So, watching movies to kill time is really a good idea.  Or else, I will be worrying for nothing.  As the dates are nearer, my feelings is getting more and more anxious and nervous.  And I have no idea what I am going into.  Calm down, please.

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