Week 35 ~~ 5 more weeks to go...
Starting this week, I feel so tired. 8 hours of sleep is definitely not enough. Not even napping in the afternoon.
Besides, my tummy is getting harder and bigger. Turning to my side while lying down on my bed is a challenge. Sometimes I feel baby is pressing on my bladder. Sometimes it's on my stomach. Sometimes on other organs. On certain days, walking is difficult especially if she is pressing on my cervical bone.
I just feel I am bigger this week. Like I never felt that big in my life and I have reached the biggest. Just my feeling. And to think I have 5 more weeks to go, gosh, I don't know how big I can get.
Just when I thought that it's ready and done when I have bought all baby's stuff, I realised there's 101 things running in my mind right now. And it has nothing to do with work or urgent stuff or deadlines.
Things like, delayed cord clamping. I heard that's ideal but then again, I will leave it to the professionals to decide.
And let baby have skin-to-skin contact the moment she is out. Again, I am going to let nature take its course. Yeah, sound like very not assertive right. But there's just too much on my plate to plan all these.
And when I am actually due? What are the signs? Will my water break? Should I get a towel ready in my car? Can I still drive if I have contractions?
I still don't know if I have Braxton-Higgs contractions. Because I know what contractions are and felt it before. But I haven't felt any since that time.
Some people said to drink Red Raspberry Leaf Tea. Said to help strengthen uterine muscles, help to ease labour and such. Heard that it help to boost milk production later on. So might be useful to buy now.
I am just glad that baby has passed the 2kg mark. That means if she comes out now, she doesn't need to be in NICU unless there are other complications.
My mood is also very lousy. Mainly because I feel so uncomfortable all the time. Like acidity, can't sleep properly at night, still have to work, etc.
And let's not forget that we still haven't finalise on the name. Yes, THE NAME!!! Sigh.
How do people keep their cool, especially when expecting the first child? Everything is so NEW!!!!
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